Hello :D

SOOOOO,

I have decided to make a blog. Seems a bit odd really as I dont usually have an awful lot to talk about but recently I have found my mind going crazy and a sudden urge to write has overcome me.

Firstly I suppose you should know the basics. Im 19 and live with my boyfriend in the West Midlands. I have my own baking business and I am a self confesssed nerd :')

I must admit that until earlier today I had been a bit reserved about making a blog; what if nobody reads it? What if I talk nothing but rubbish? But Ive come to the conclusion that if youre reading this then youre probably interested in what I have to say, so thanks :)

Currently, my boyfriend is off working for the weekend with his band so Im sat at home with the hamster and dog, watching mind-numbing tv and wondering whether I probably should have gotten out of my pajamas at some point today but oh well..

Ive gotten to a point in my life now where I have decided that things have to change for me and I wanted to document it on here so that I could track my progress and maybe even help some of you guys if you suffer from the same 'problems'.
My biggest ones are anxiety and trust-issues and although I would like to say that they dont own my life, I feel as though I have gotten to a point where they do and I dont want it to go any further. Maybe one day Ill explain how things got like this but for now Im not looking for sympathy or anything of the sort. I suppose this blog just marks the beginning of change? My gosh, that sounded slightly lame.

Anyway, Im hoping that somebody somewhere read this and maybe is interested in reading more or can even relate and I could help by talking about what Im going through? I dont know, Im going on a bit now :')

I think Ill leave it at that although Im sure that due to my boredom I may probably be back a little later!